bleary sway drowse on.plucking memories out of crusted eyelashes.waking up to the pine. my home lathered in unheard commentary.“Is this how you clean for your mother?”or“No curtains? Disgusting. How do you live like this.”or“Wow. You drew all of these? You’re so talented.” oh – yo.i know her so well —i know Us so fucking well. […]
Read Moreyou didn’t know him.you never dodged his pushy tongue or tripped into his a-melodic swagger. a cautious creature of the night,aware, some day, we wouldn’t be invited to the sun machine’s party slay slay girl. i kneel in his absence,not even an urn to fingerprint wondering if the demon’s death is different than the souls. […]
Read Morewhat if physics changed? a number erased, replaced. would i still be kneeling beneath you? heavy drugged eyes & chapped lips & short halo hair, would you like me still? what if my spine popped into place when i spread my legs, looking at you? instead of the crumbled yawning nothing that is now in […]
Read Moretwitchy mouth, drool puddles, ash-white chin, eyes averted, choking on myself. choking on alphabet soup and elementary whispers choking on breath as retched as the maggot-filled dirt my mother soaks in. want to kneel, want to have something to kneel to – but jelly knees match jelly face. so bouncy if you punched the solar-freckled […]
Read MoreYEAR ONE throwninto a communal theatrical performance. former sleepy-town lovers sucking amphetamines off each other’s lips, simplifyingnew york as the place, man. the place where, like, i found freedom. interactive show, my beachtown tan shuffled on the edge.distracted by onyx pigeons, dalmatian-speckled falcons.five mom! i saw five rats huddled together like dormmates. parade a cacophonous blur, i […]
Read Moremy shadow effervescent, under angled light deep galactic blacks shine milky way blue orbiting orbiting around me. silhouetted. solar flare wail, amongst obsolete planets. no one to past tense these toxic atmospheric pressures. except — duh? all voyages eventually hit ‘except’ where captains lose capability and universes reverse in self-consumptive fellatio — her night vision […]
Read Morei believed. grinning cat, pinched cheeks: someday someday.no crime equals this. shebelieved, believed.her flesh a language – there has to be some true words? belief, a butterfly.a stick of butter that flies.greasing everything it lands on.its easy and slip and fall on a belief-fly. scramble me over hash, feed on me, i’m an omen.omen and […]
Read Morewonder wheel shock red like v-day florals (flip flops touching, “cliche but… i hope…”)round and around (winter tan line, “wow.”) burning thru my seatbelt like salt lipliner rubbing against barren lips.i woulda bet the entire $2M ocean view there’s no competing skyline. SPLAT! seawitches, we were.scalps so close seaweed dreads knotted together.breath so close, our […]
Read Moredusty yesterday –you could make another me with the skin cells embedded in those sheets.i was so far away. couldn’t even conceive the three horned buck in the neighbor’s yard.posing while grazing on crimson rose-head curry with a side of golden golden new england sunflow-slaw dusty tomorrow –post-yawning, like the actually cognitive, out-of-frame, 8th dwarf’s […]
Read MoreCW: use of the word queer, spoilers to season four of BTVS, LGBTQ issues, brief mention of breakups & parental death Season Three of Buffy the Vampire Slayer details Buffy Summers’ dramatic & peculiar senior year of high school, which includes an episode featuring her Senior Prom or the Prom of 1999. In the Prom […]
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